Every new year, I make some resolutions i.e. family, financial, extra curricular etc.
I was feeling bit overwhelmed this morning (1 January 2014) and I said to myself what kind of resolution should I make this year. During the course of this year, I plan to write about my regrets, past incidents which continue to burden me. My hope is that one day I will be true to myself and strong enough to face their fears, anxieties, phobias,immoral behavior etc.
Yesterday, we went to a club for the new year celebration. It was a very crowed place with very loud music. People were dancing, waiting for the new year to come.
Countdown started .. 10, 9, 8 ... 3, 2 and 1 ...
I am not sure why, but right at that time a bad thought came to my mind and I touched a girl's private parts thinking that no one will notice me in that crowded atmosphere. She sensed my activity and stopped me by scraping my arm. I sneaked away but still bothered by bad behavior.
I apologize for this behavior and am seeking help on how can I improve such behavior in future. I just don't want to live two life and have two different selves. I want to apologize to the girl whom I troubled last evening and pray that she will forgive me for my behavior.
Are you the person, who has figured out a way to live a balanced life; true to yourself and don't have such secrets; have the courage to not judge anyone and willing to offer any tips then please do so (no hypocrites please)
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